Monday, April 30, 2007
I HATE LIIERS. dunch niida lie to mii ders mars, all of ue. dunch wann mii qo jiu sae lars. thot ii sor thiick skin, stiiue qo hhuh. btw, I WILL NV EVER GO YEWTEE PARK AGAIN! dunch worry. ii won't even step iinside ders. ii rather ue all tel mii den to llet mii fiind out by muhself. mayb ii really choose d wronq batch of frens tiis solo tym. shld't lleft muh siisters. nnow dden fiind out tat dey r d onli ones tat understand mii & beliieviinq iin mii, hu nv left mii alone. haiis. y..? those ppl wann treat mii lyk tat. sor diifferent frm other qrp ders ppl ii use to haf. and suum ppl nv chanqed. faked faked faked. most frens r all faked. xcept those tat nv left ue alone & dunch bfriend ue fer suumtinq ue haf. nnort lyk d "hu", nno fren dden stiick wif mi. wtf. nnow qort those fren lurs hhor. those ii intro to ue ders frens. llas tym ue ed 1head oso lyk tat. nv chanqed lars. qort those fren jiu dunch niid mii lurs. ONE FINE DAE UE WIL REGRET! suan liiaos, it;s over lurs. and neither ii wanna rmb all tis tinqs. i wanna forqet everytinq! forqet every memoriies we use to haf. eiither qd or bad. ii wanna forqet all tiis! sor manii tinqs happen iin tiis few daes. bbuh all tiis tinqs llet mii find out suumtiinq. fiind out who r d ones tat alwaes stand by muh siide when ii niida ddem(: ii wil nv lleft those frens.. NV! bcors ii nnoe dey r true((:
Friday, April 27, 2007
sian lars. sat tonninq overniite iish CANCELED! shead liiaos): bbuh nvm((: todae oso qort tonninq, athouqh it's by diifferent ppl bbuh ed lleast qort nnors. haha. or else tiis wkend suure siian ders. xD hmm, as USUAL.. todae poniinqinactiion aqaiin((X cors seriiously llate ,mars. dden dunch feel lyk qoiinq nnors. hhees. d worst tiinq iish dat.. muh CHARGER iish stiiue wiif dat SI MERDUA! siian luhhs. hmps! nvm, MONDAY stiiue cann take bback ders((: sor, nnowadaes nniida use USB cable to charqe nnors. siian luhs. d charqiinq verii waste tym wann. compare to d nnormal charqiinq tinqy. haiis, CANCELEDCANCELED!! cors adriiano cannort ton mars.. dden d event kana CANCELED luhs. hhaiis. hhahas. tiis postiinq alort of CANCELED wordiinqs hhors..? llol. hmm, btw, qonna stop hhere liiaos((: tomoro dden contiinue postiinq bars. hhees((X
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
ii'm tiired. haiis. d trust & unity between uus iish fadiinq away qradrually. ii dunnoe y it bcuum lyk tiis. d viiew & treatiinq ish different frm d ppast. iish tat called "brothers"? & muh dearest buddy. haiis. ii dunnoe y ue bcuum lyk tat too. frm all muh frens, ii trust ue d most & yet ii'm sor diisappointed wiif how ue treat mii. ishh it whar ii shld qet..? ii was ddere when ue r dwn, ii was ddere to hhelp when ue'r iin trouble, ii was ddere when almost everyone diislyk ue. y ii choose to stiick wiif ue quys even i'll stiir problems fer muhself oso. ue nnoe y..? cors ii trust tat ue ain't tiis kiind of pperson frm whar ii heard. haiis. if ue saw whar ii wrote.. tat's whar ii wanna tell ue. btw, todae ii was totally moodless. ii kiip felt tat every siinqle person treat mii diifferently. hmm, feel lyk qoiinq out nnow seh. bbuh dunnoe wher else to qo. haiis, jjus wanna tok wiif suum one ii could trust, bbuh wher could ii found..? bloodydae):
Monday, April 23, 2007
hmm, hhah. ytd ton wiif frens.. plae majonq dden bfer tat qo kiinq's albert ppark ders mac. llol. cors those brothers wanna qo ddere c ladys.. llol. bbuh when we reachh ddere, all iish eiither jc or polyy student laii dders. nno caii fer uus to c. xD dden qo llot 1.. afta tat jiiu qo yewtee. siians luhh. dden ttake alorts alorts of photo. haha. ii'm d camera gurl lluhs. hhelp ddem take piic. hhees((: dden afta tat suum tiinq sad happen lars. actually thot it would b a happiie outiinq wiif muh brothers. bbuh lastly happen tat kiind of tiinq. everyone bcuum moodless liiao luhh. hmm, bbuh whar ddey sae iish correct bars. hhees. dden ton ed zhanqfuu hhse. hhe brouqht quiite alorts of bbeer. dden we plae qames & d wiinner driink. haha. nno one was drunk((: dden morniinq dey sae wanna qo dunnoe whar ders nnew shoppiinq centre dden sae qiirl beta dunch qo nnors. nnvm, ii jiu borbiian. qo bback hhome. siian, nno ciiq. afta tat jiio muh fren karp money wiif mii buy ciiq. hhah. dden qo slack slack, eat eat & watch watch.. afta tat jiiu qo hhome luhh. hhah. xD tomoro stiiue niid qo skuliinq. siian! nvm, cors iit's 8.30am start mars((X
Friday, April 20, 2007
haiis, moodless moodless. buh ed lleast ii solved out suumtiinqs. ii really hhate ppl hu liie to mii. hu's actually d liieinq ones. ii dunnoe. ppl kiip dunch wanna tel mii d truth.. haiis, buh ii talk iit out lurs. hhope dey cann understand mii. hhaiis, "zhao zhii xiian zaii he pii danq chu". todae qo yewtee park awhiile dden jiiu qo hhome lurs. sor tiired & bored. really wann to qo bback to d ppast & chanqe everytiinq. b d cheerful kkelly ii used to b. haiis, buh ii jjus can't. suumtiimes, when ii dunch wiish to smiile, stiiue mus forced muhself to smile. touqh beiinq faked. ii tried every method to nnort to tiinq tat muchh. haiis, buh i could'nt. mayb.. it nniids tiime bars. wher ii shld b qoiinq, wher ii shld concentrate muhself on..? ii dunnoe. perhaps d bbest answer iish studyy. bbuh, other dden tat..? ii jus could'nt concentrate on studiies. hmm, frens..? suumtiimes it's hhard beiinq a qd fren, buddy. haiis, ii really dunch nnoe. ii cuum back hhome to calm dwn muhself. haiis. aniiwae, ddere's nothiinq much fer mii to wriite.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
hhah, as usual. todae ponteniinq. dden ard 5plus qo yewtee park. haha. quiite moodless todae oso, hheard alort of tiinqs. hhaiis. one questiion kiip on cliinqiinq onto muh miind. diid ii chanqed alort. alort of ppl sae ii chanqed alort. nnort fer d beta, buh to d worst. kiip tiinqiinq, ii'hv nno status to sae ppl bbad. bcors ii ddone those tiinqs too. hhaiis. dunnoe hhow to qo on muh liife. miissunderstandiinq & trust iish fadiinq everywher. hhaiis. qonna plae throuqhout muh whole liife..? iimpossible bars. sor i deciide to chanqe bback to past kkelly wher ue all used to nnoe((: ii dunch wanna qo on muh liife lyk tiis, it makes mii tinqs tat ii'm a useless person. perhaps ii'm really one nnow. haiis. ii promiise muh best bro to chanqe. fer whar ii promiise, ii'll do iit. fer eur sake & muh sake. ii dunch wann to diisappoiint ue & llet ue contiinue tiinq tat ii'm tat kiind of person. berliieve mii((X NONOfamily; ahah. xD ii'm "KellynO". hhah. buh, seriiously, prefer Xia0liinq((: niicer mars. hhah. btw, qtq.. brothers ferever fer all three((X
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
hhah. todae quiite moodless ehh. cors recently alort of tiinqs happen. haiis. alort of sadsad ders tiinqs. btw, all over lurs. buh stiiue qort one tiinq cliinqinq onto muh miind. hmm, oso dunnoe hhow to xplaiin iit. buh cannort stop tiinkiinq bout iit. tat tiinq oso one of d maiin reason tat make mii moodless nnor. hhaii. btw, frm nnow onwards. hhees. mii & muh bros qort a promiise. put bros ed d fiirst place & std iish d second place((X d past few daes kiip tonniinq. llol. tiired & tiired. btw, nnext sat qoiinq east coast. fren probatiion nnext sat jiiu over lurs. hhah. shld b quiite enjoyable ders bars.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
haiis, todae happen alort of tiinqs ii dunch wiish tat wil happen iin muh liife. unfortunaly tat dae cuums todae. hereby ii declare, ii'm nort a member of animals hut frm nnow onwards, neiither ii'm called booboo ever aqaiin. nnow animals hut iish officially left 7 ppl iin total. nno lonqer d 6 aniimore. cors qrace & kexiin had joiin ddem, tat's whar ii had oread expected iin d fiirst place. perhaps tat's d biiqqest deciision ii had made correctly iin muh liife bars. hmm, really moody d whole aftanoon. until andrew saiid suumtinq impt. "meii you ta men, haii you wo men ma". really touched by tiis sentence((: muh buddy cuum dii arhh! hhe's d fiirst to c throuqh ii'm moody, & kares bout mii. hhah. xD mayb d most correctly deciisiion ii had made iish to cal hhim to b muh di & buddy.. hhah. xDD even whar hhe saes seems to b lyk qold sentences. wahaha, hmm, other dden tat. stiiue qort stress bout other tiinq arhh. d job & muh family tinqy. aiiyorhh. bth! STRESS! buh nvm.. rmb whar muh dii saes, smile beqiins to b found on muh fface lurs. hhees. btw, haha. muh those fren really siiao lurs. todae qo fliim arh qua cuum hokkien cuum humourous viideo. quy act as qal dden stiiue qort diifferent character dder. haha. lauqh lyk mad over ddere nnor. haha. xDD oread did't bloq fer quiite a few daes lurs. kiip on spendiinq tiime tonninq wiif frens. haha((X hmm, tinq qtq lurs wors. hhees((:
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
todae sor siian. ahah. sport dae. bbuh, nepur qo fer iit luhs. llol. poniinqs whole dae. wahaha. hmm, went qary's hse plae majonq wiif yonqyi, rena & miinfenq. total tyms iish twiice. ahah. dden went to yewtee park. nnoe one nnew fren. llol. jean. llol. a unity giirl laii ders. llol. btw, todae quiite earlyy jiu qo hhome lurs. cors too siian & nth to duo luhs. llol. todae stiiue wrote suumtinq on der wooden chaiirs on yewtee park. llol. suumtinq.. personal. llol. wanna nnoe. qo dere c bar. you meii you((X hmm, tiiriinq. dunnoe y oso. feel lyk slpiinq buh nno mood slp. sian si ren lurs((: btw, qtq wwor. ahah. xD
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
as usual((: ii did't went fer skul todae, & was slpiinq ed hhome lyk a zhu. haha. dden 11plus dden wakeyy. eat eat eat dden went bback slpiinq aqaiin. llol. actually want qo miit d rest der. buh too tiired dden jiiu did't miit ddem & qo yewtee ppark nnor. xD btw, one qd news fer muhself((: ii found d sonq ii haf been llookiinq fer a lonq tiime lur. wahaha. tat's a slyvester sonq. track 6. bbuh, ii dunnoe d tiitle fer iit, sor aniihow quess nnor. llol((X bbuh d file was BIG. 7plus mb wor. haha. dden mus delete one sonq frm muh ffone. siian. ffone memory onlii 256mb niia. nnort enouqh fer mii to put muh tiinqs nnor. siian. den qo expand memory oso nnoh use. qonna chanqe ffone ssoon lur. dden nnow qo urpqrade fer whar. hmm, recently alort of tiinq hhappen. bcors of 1qrp oso fren, i'll lost trust frm another bbatch of frens. hmm, sor its bbeen a hardful tiime fer mii to choose muh qrp of fren. bbuh, ii deciide hao lur. trueful frens r hhard to fiind. frens tat suiit ue iish oso hhard to fiind. hmm, so ii had oread choose tat bbatch of fren athouqh much mor obsticles wil hhappen((: bcors ii nnoe tat we wil definetly b united as ONE((X `5408.
Monday, April 09, 2007
siian la. hhaha. as usual((: todae ppon aqaiin. ahah. dden went to miit rena & ziifenqq.. dden qo yewtee, wanna miit qaryy der. dden suddenly saw jiiaminq & qiinqfenq, haha. qquiite shock der nnor. dden qo miit qaryy & slowlyy ppl qather tqt ler. haha. dden as usual aqaiin. dey went plaeiinq bball ed YEWTEEPARK aqaiin. llol. bbuh quite siian ed d beqiininq luh. dden went weiijiie hse plae majonqq wif rena((X dden afta a few rounds & slackiinq. we went to cheers to qrab suum food. haha. dden went to yewtee ppark to miit d rest lo. siian. when we reachh & tok tok. ii found out tat we all qort suumtinq iin common. haha. tat's we all "x x x". haha. can't tell iin bloq der la. too pubiic lur. xD qort chance dden tell ue all. ahah. afta tat muh fren cuum plae bball luh. dden afta slackiinq few couple of hours. rena wanted to went bback hhome. ii thot muh another buddy nepur went hhome. sor nnort iintent to qo bback. bbuh afta we reached 307bustop. ue nnoe whar..?! hhe told mii hhe oso qoiinq hhome ahh! arghh~!! llol. dden ii went bback yewtee parkk dden take muh baqq & ask two "qentleman" send mii to yewtee mrt statiion. llol. xD siian. dden on d way sor siian nnor. dden nnow oso veryy siian luh. dden nnow bloqqiinq luh. ahah((X btw, qtq ><
Sunday, April 08, 2007
sian sian sian. went hhome ed 2plus.. dden slept ed ard 5..? nnow jiu wakeyy ler. sor bored. nth to duo.. jiu cuum bloq nnor. ytd ton mar. tat's y sor tiired. llol. hmm, oh ya. ytd went to juronq entertaiinment fiind fren iin d beqiininq. bbuh too bad, can't stay fer too lonq. needa qo church mar. den afta a few minutes ii qo juronq miit muh fren ler. ahah. xD dden went to expo tgt. afta tat, went to churchh. stiiue niid que urp fer 1hr plus. siian. it was sor hot & stuffy. llol. den ytd churchh drama was very very niice & funnyy too. xDD dey chanqe d fast & furiious sonq to a sonq wher it's bout FAST & PRAYER. dots. d actiion was oso veryy funny. buay ta han. xDD dden afta churchh serviice. jiu qo fiind muh fren nnor. hmm, tomoro stiiue qort skul, siian. athouqh it's 8.30am. buh stiiue counted as morniinq mar. you meii you. haha. qtq ler((:
Saturday, April 07, 2007
hhah. did't post fer daes ler. cors tonninq wiif frens mar. haha. went to zhanq fuu hse plae majonq & slack. dden 3plus jiu slp lur. damn cold suumor luh. wiif 2 jackets & under d aiircon. haha. dden morniinq went adriian hhse.. dden slack fer awhiile dden we all qo miit rena. haha. as usual, dey played bball, whiich ii fiind boriinq to watch. ahah((X afta tat went to blks to slack ed nniite.. edmund was so so so funny luhh, & damn lame too. afta tat qo foodcourt lur. saw dom alone ed lv1 & suum reqent frens ed foodcourt too. xDD 115o dden ii qo catchh d las traiin dden qo home luh(: recently really happen alort of tiinq. hhope muh tiis fren cann qo hhome bar. or else wil qett tinqs mor worst. athouqh nnow oread hhaf a poliice case bout iit. haii.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
aww.. sor tiired & sleepy nnow. haha. bloqqiinq iish d llas tiinq to do bfer ii went to muh beauty slp. wahaha. ((X hmm, todae's journey was'nt tat smooth fer mii. d skul cher called urp muh mummy & told hher ii did't cuum to skul regulary fer d ppast 3months! omq. dden addiinq suum BULLSHIIT into it. saeiinq whar expel tinqy. pls lo. qettinq expel isn't tat easy iin our skul dder. muh fren iish a liivinq example. llol. hmm, dden went hhome ard 4plus. sor early hhor..? afta tat she told mii nv qo out lur. SIAN! spendiinq muh tiime ed hhome iish really bbored. shld't went hhome tat early dder. rather watchiinq muh frens plaeiinq bball lo. todae was d worst ponninq dae ii ever hhad. btw, thanks to a uncle.. or else dunnoe whar'll happen to mii & muh ponninq frens. d uncle was lyk shoutiinq to us tat there's poliice. suumor ii'm weariinq uni & holdiinq to a ciiq. llol. dden ii was lyk end d ciiq & ran lyk mad doq to d other bblk. haha. wiif muh frens la. haha. runn until cannort tahan. xDD lastly, nth happen la. dden we went to a fren hhse lur nnor. hhmm, oso nth much to sae lur((:
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
another usual ponninq dae((X hmm, miit one of muh fren todae dden went to mac & tok tok. dden buy ciiq dden miit another fren. haha. afta tat too bored lur mar.. dden intented to fiind another fren, bbuh end urp fiind another qrp of fren.. compliicated hhor. xD afta tat ii went to lot1 to find dem to c a moviie called bean holiday's. hah. nnort really very funny la. bbuh quiite interestiinq. especiially da endiinq senariio luhh. haha. buh da moviie quiite short, 1hr30mins onlii. da beqiinninq iish BORED. ahah. bbuh qradually it bcame mor & mor interestiinq la. tiink would quiite worth to watchh tiis moviie.. all thankks to da endinq(: afta da moviie jiu qo slack slack nnor. dden went hhome happily.
Monday, April 02, 2007
hmm, as usual.. it's a ponninq dae fer mi. ahah. nthiinq really muchh happen todae bahh. jjus learned hhow to shot a bball frm eachh & everyy diiffer anqle. hahas. miiracle hhor, oread years nv touch bball lur. suddenly plae wiif it. felt quiite wiierd nnor. diiao. hahas. tiime really fliies when plaeiinq bball. haha. soon, it was 11am. dden we went to a fren hhse plae majonq. haha. quess whar. ii diao zhuan 5 tiime lehh. meaniinq wiin 5 tiime iin a row. ii oso quiite shock luhh. dden afta muh fren tap muh shoulder.. ii beqiin losiinq. 1st tiime, ii did neiither win nor lose. bbuh 2nd tiime, ii lost! wth. nvm.. dden when ii beqiin muh nnext round(: i won.. xDD ahah. muh luck came bback. dots. all's da tappiinq shoulder faults!! llol. dden we went to mit other frens. dden qo plae bball aqaiin, dden jiu qo hhome luhh. haha. da end of da story fer todae((X
Sunday, April 01, 2007
jjus came bback frm outsiide. hmm, todae morninq was siick.. la du zi, vomiit & glastric paiin. hmm, da feellinq was sor terrible lo. cannort tahan. den qo c doctor, actually wann giif injectiion der. dden ii insist on takiinq medicine only. lastly, taker mediicine lo. wanna vomiit oso mus bare wiif iit. shit lo. afta tat muh fren call mi.. dden askk wanna qo out mar. dden ii was tiinkiinq lyk.. oread 1dae nv smk.. dden shld qo outsiide buyy ciq nnor. dden qo prepare, dunch even kkare bout muh siickness. afta tat qo fiind dem lo. da badd tiinq was tat, ii went to muh fren hhse. haiiyo. dey aull did't even iinform mii tat dey r iin yewtee mac. siian. & it was raiininq heavily nnor. suumor ii'm weariinq heels & sick sick sick. afta tat ii called ddem, dden.. ii needa to make 1roundd back to yewtee. haiiyo. siian. den nvm lo. haha. afta those slackkinq, we went to 1 person hhse to plae majonq. muh ffave! buh too bad, nno mood plae. cors siick mar. todae was really a bad dae fer mii lo. tomoro stiue nida qo out take muh jjacket. hmm, btw; qonna qtq ler(:
